Wednesday, 13 August 2014

Fighting battles deep inside

Inside I'm in pain, in agony but outside nothing seems to be out of place
My legs feel weak, I feel drained, outside you don't notice what's wrong
Every step feels like a flame burning slow and steady, every sensation of pain is a treasure
For so long, pain and I have been hand in hand, she feels like a part of me, cruel but a reality
Each breath does not seem to make it go away, rather it proliferates rather in a few seconds
The weight of mistakes, the weight of my past, the duty I have been trusted with, it all makes it hard
But every time I look in the mirror, I feel a change, a tiny change; a change is there
Though I may not win in the short run, I plan to succeed in the long run ahead
Too long have I given up on the effort, too long have I failed to make a difference
I have my chance now, I have the opportunity, I shall win, it's hard to win but it is possible
Keep me down but I will fight to the top, maybe you just have to believe in me 

Monday, 4 August 2014

back :)

So time to come back to blogging, so many things to share but one little step at a time.