Thursday, 27 October 2016

Changes: everyone needs them

The last Saturday I was under stress, with the exams starting from Monday I couldn't control my anxiety mainly because of the people posting different questions on the study groups over on Facebook. So I thought to myself if I kept getting stuck over the questions a lot of people are posting and to be frankly honest they were the questions you would be stuck on had you not given certain topics a thorough read. I had read most of the topics in details so my concepts were clear, but I could not say the same for the others.
Anyhow, I deactivated my account, got rid of the anxiety, got rid of all the pseudo friends I had on the social media platform, got rid myself of some forced pals that I had to talk to so they wouldn't feel bad and to be honest I haven't felt much better, relaxed and myself like this way in a while.
Then came the bigger task, the cleaning of my email inbox with emails from all the friends I had, the ex, and a lot of people I used to know and I feel much better and then the final nail being hammered was blocking the emails of all the unwanted people and sending them right away to "thrash"

And you know what? I feel so relaxed and so much better.
Seeing that most of the audience that's been on the page is due to redirects from some "awkward" websites, I can definitely say that it's been a great journey venting myself out here and probably being safe from someone who knows me.
If anyone of you from stats is an actual reader or a real person, you should make some changes in your life too and if you think this is helpful you should share it, comment on it or if you don't like it then you should throw a comment anyway so I may know the views which you guys have.
It'd be a big deal to actually know what you think of my posts.

Thanks for reading and hoping to see your comments someday or sometime

Wednesday, 5 October 2016

Tuesday, 4 October 2016

Keep going, keep trying

Keep going on, don't let the doubts cloud your dreams. If you don't get there today, keep trying so you may get there tomorrow but keep trying.

Sunday, 2 October 2016

Crutches you don't need

When you feel like giving up, when all doesn't seem to go in the direction you want, when progress doesn't come in the way you want it to come, what would you do?
I have been on this road a lot of times, and I've given up so much that I feel like I am crippled and I am going through one day at a rate of one day. I can give more, but I haven't been able to, it could be so good but I am lagging behind.
 If you're reading this, anyone of you, I'd suggest that you never let any one give you the crutches of their "friendship' and take away your independence.
I've had those experiences, friends are friends only to a place, some are just friends in class and some are friends in the gym but you will be the only one walking your life.
Sitting here, waiting for a friend to text, I've been here a lot and I'm still hoping that he'd text me sometime, but that's wrong. I became dependent on friends to feel happy, to enjoy the days I thought friends are necessary but that was wrong.
I have thought about calling it quits with friends like these, I'll be alone but ain't I alone now? I got a lot to be thankful for and I can't count my blessings. In the end, I'll put it as Les Brown said, when you see them coming, turn your head.

Have friends but don't think you need them to enjoy life. Learning one lesson at a time, hopefully I'll leave those crutches and be back on my own.

Live life, be happy and just keep doing what you are doing to earn your dreams.
Forget the ones who depress you, forget the ones who think of tit for tat, you can't follow tit for tat to be happy.

Thank you for reading!

Saturday, 1 October 2016