Thursday, 24 April 2014


My mother once told me that you don't have to bow down to anyone or apologize if it wasn't your fault even whatever is happening. You didn't do it, good you should have no concerns and if it's a friend in trouble then help him/her, but in my experience you will find a single digit figure when it comes to finding real friends. the rest just are just some people.
I have a huge problem and that is I take sympathy and somehow a kinder me comes to surface, but in this world your "kinder self" should only be visible to the ones who treat you an equal scale, it doesn't matter if the other person is stronger than you, if you're being ridiculed then honestly you have no need to call them a friend or even shake hands, sure an eye for an eye leaves the world blind, but look around most of the people that you encounter are "BLIND" so stop making people happy and stand up for yourself. 
Love yourself, protect yourself, get respected and give respect, stand up for your family and friends and never bow or back down if you are correct. 

Tuesday, 15 April 2014

Answer and a poem

A little while ago, I spent a bit of time looking around for the people who used to be a part of my life, friends and more than friends. it wasn't worth it, I mean i wasted my time for over some people who I never even talk to anymore and it was just plain stupid. SO even if you're curios about the leavers, don't look back, just keep moving on. for life is fun with the people who talk, not with the ones who have left.

I look around a lot, for the people who used to be a part of my life 
For a reason to what I have no answer, in the midst of curiosity I ponder here and there 
With all the clues that my memory has left me with
Broken and rough around the edges, my search still continues 
But for all this trouble is it worth the while, my heart says no
My mind agrees, nothing disagrees, none says the opposite 
But curiosity always held me in her grasp, if life was to be moved on
Then why would I sit around with all these thoughts, in a way where no strings are attached 
The quest for finding them makes me want to continue the walk
But if I am wrong, would this be my insanity?
To keep an eye out for the one who used to be close
Who knew my deeply hidden secrets, would it matter if she read this?
Why and how would she know about my curiosity when all these are merely words
if secrets were just a burden then why do I conceal the feelings
but alas, a sip of tea and teaspoon of thought does refresh the whole memory
In a way where my mind says, "if she was to stay, you wouldn't be writing this"
My heart agrees, none disagrees, for it is the truth, painted just to accept and not to question

Saturday, 12 April 2014

new verses

Everyone laughs while I grieve, over the past that I lost
Time won't come back, that is a fact known by all
I never will know how to be someone I'm not
Sharing the times with friends was never my forte
For it felt too much out of the blue, for I never understood
Maybe I was born to be like this, or maybe I blended myself into this mold
Maybe it is a combination, of the nature with the mentality
The ones who fly alone never make it too far on their path
For the lone bird is easy to set eyes upon, behind the blue sky
I never learnt how to fly together, maybe I too will not make it far
In a way, those who flock together are the ones who reach maturity
If time were to climb back up against the gravity, might I be able to learn something
In the end when the bird is shot, I won't be the one who will be remembered
For I was never around when the party was in the swing, in a way it all makes sense
Never leave before the others, or you won't make it too far ahead

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